does it ever stop hurting?

I thought I was coping and getting better and moving on.

But I'm not.

I'm still crazily in love with him.

It still hurts every day.

I still hold that small hope that he'll change his mind and remember everything and come back. 

I don't know what to do.

I miss him every moment of every day. 

I miss myself as well. I miss feeling positive and excited about things. 

I've had my braces off for a week and not very many reasons to smile. 

I fell asleep in Legal Studies today because I'm still not sleeping properly.

Everyone said it would get easier.

Well it's been nearly two weeks and I still can't function properly.

Won't someone take the pain away and bring him back to me?